Bleary Attitude, Innocent Lips, Blind Faith

Twenty, Virgo, 5'5"
Running, Yoga, Climbing.
High Weight: 136lbs.
Low Weight: 7lbs. 8oz.
Current Weight: 112
Current Body Fat: 20.6%
Goal: 18% Body Fat
30 Day Shred: ~~complete~~
Couch to 5k: week ~~1 2 3~~ 4 5 6 7 8 9

Currently going through physical therapy.

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Anonymous asked: Why did you break up with your boyfriend? I'm sorry your week has been so shitty :(

It didn’t feel right. I wanted to be alone or with friends all of the time and that wasn’t fair to him.

Anonymous asked: whats been going on in your life recently?

This week I broke up with my boyfriend, was threatened with being fired, missed my flight, witnessed my mom have a couple of nervous breakdowns, and had my heart crushed.

Anonymous asked: About your body? You look fantastic.

Not necesarily about my body, although I’m not feeling great about that either.

Anonymous asked: Why is your life so negative?

I’m not sure if this was supposed to sound harsh or not, but it did. I’m not sure what you mean to ask me.

A friend is suggesting I go vegan to help my emotional problems.

Ideas on this?

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Is it possible to love something so much, you imagine it wants to destroy you only because it has denied you? House of Leaves (via facingtheabyss)

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Anonymous asked: So why ask if it's triggering? And why try to trigger people in the first place?

I was in a negative place this morning.

Anonymous asked: Isn't any picture where you're trying to poke your bones out supposed to be triggering?

That’s the point.

That moment when you really want to be friends with someone.

BUT YOU’RE TOO DAMN SOCIALLY AWKWARD.

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Anonymous asked: why do you think that? who is it?

I know because I needed to talk to someone and they decided that something else was more important.

I’d rather not say who to someone anonymous.

The rain was there to wash away my tears

I wanted to be them, but instead I destroyed myself

Anonymous asked: why don't you just talk to them?

It just makes me more upset because they so obviously don’t care about me.

That awkward moment when the person who’s upsetting you is the one you want to talk to the most. -